Along with the celebration of the holidays, can be almost unbearable sadness. The loss of loved ones is most keenly felt, for better or worse, during this season. Death is a topic each of us often avoids – like a dirty, little secret that if we just ignore it long enough, maybe it will go away. However it doesn’t…It just waits for each of us…death and taxes are about the only guarantees we’ve got.
I have a comfortable relationship with death. I believe in a Christian model, however, I also believe we come back over and over. Each of us has certain work to do in our lifetime along with the free will to realize that work or not. I believe most of the people involved in my life today, I have been with before in previous lives.
Several years ago my step-sister died. She died sadly – alone. At first there were hints of a suicide and that is what distressed me. I was worried her soul was lost and wandering – not knowing the grace that was available to her. I learned of her death on a Sunday night and that Monday I had already planned to visit a mentor to train on Mediumship.

So the next day I went to my mentor very upset – worried that somehow Nicky was lost. We set the space and called Nicky to us. Immediately she came in…she was so sad, but her first words were about suicide. It was not a suicide, but a mistake – she just wanted to feel better with a little more drugs, “just a little more.” That was Nicky. After she made the “no suicide message” clear, you could feel her sadness and she taught me about free will.

She had said in this life she thought she could do it – beat the addictions, but she couldn’t. She spoke of the love that was in her life always available (family and friends) but that she never accepted while she was alive. She helped me to understand each of us has choices. Nicky chose drugs over and over – she couldn’t help herself and that is when I found peace.

I understood each of us has our own “cross to bear.” Nicky didn’t choose the drugs because of any one person. No, this was her life, her choices and I could love her still. I remembered her as a child and making friends with everyone – she accepted each person as beautiful and interesting. This probably led to problems as an adult, but I know the very essence of Nicky’s soul is love – not perfect, but love all the same.

When we closed the session that day, I knew Nicky would be ok. I believed in her – her soul. I know her beauty and kindness will come back again and we will meet again. Maybe not in this lifetime, but I know she is never lost from me. She speaks with angels now, across the thin veil – healing her wounded places and biding her time until she comes back again…

Today we are going to discuss past lives and you will even discover how a specific past life is affecting your life today.  Recently the subject of past lives has been popping up everywhere for me – both positively and negatively and often, amusingly…discover new ways to unlock your life today. 

Along with the celebration of the holidays, can be almost unbearable sadness.  The loss of loved ones is most keenly felt, for better or worse, during this season.  Death is a topic each of us often avoids – like a dirty, little secret that if we just ignore it long enough, maybe it will go away.  However it doesn’t…It just waits for each of us…death and taxes are about the only guarantees we’ve got.

I have a comfortable relationship with death.  I believe in a Christian model, however, I also believe we come back over and over.  Each of us has certain work to do in our lifetime along with the free will to realize that work or not.  I believe most of the people involved in my life today, I have been with before in previous lives.   

Several years ago my step-sister died.  She died sadly – alone.  At first there were hints of a suicide and that is what distressed me.  I was worried her soul was lost and wandering – not knowing the grace that was available to her.  I learned of her death on a Sunday night and that Monday I had already planned to visit a mentor to train on Mediumship. 

 So the next day I went to my mentor very upset – worried that somehow Nicky was lost.  We set the space and called Nicky to us.  Immediately she came in…she was so sad, but her first words were about suicide.  It was not a suicide, but a mistake – she just wanted to feel better with a little more drugs, “just a little more.”  That was Nicky.  After she made the “no suicide message” clear, you could feel her sadness and she taught me about free will.

 She had said in this life she thought she could do it – beat the addictions, but she couldn’t.  She spoke of the love that was in her life always available (family and friends) but that she never accepted while she was alive.  She helped me to understand each of us has choices.  Nicky chose drugs over and over – she couldn’t help herself and that is when I found peace.

 I understood each of us has our own “cross to bear.”  Nicky didn’t choose the drugs because of any one person.  No, this was her life, her choices and I could love her still.  I remembered her as a child and making friends with everyone – she accepted each person as beautiful and interesting.  This probably led to problems as an adult, but I know the very essence of Nicky’s soul is love – not perfect, but love all the same. 

When we closed the session that day, I knew Nicky would be ok.  I believed in her – her soul.  I know her beauty and kindness will come back again and we will meet again.  Maybe not in this lifetime, but I know she is never lost from me.  She speaks with angels now, across the thin veil – healing her wounded places and biding her time until she comes back again…

* If you are interested in reading/learning more about past lives, I suggest the book Many Lives, Many Masters.