I was thinking this as we got out of the car in front of the San Jose airport in Costa Rica.We were flying home.The driver was paid and tipped.I would never convert this money back into US dollars as it would be a too much of a hassle for less then $10.I knew when I got home I would stuff my few colones in a drawer, only to discover it again a few years from now…almost useless to anyone.
Then I saw him.An old man sitting in his wheel chair, missing parts of both legs clutching his begging jar with the words crudely written, God Bless.I felt elated as I walked over to him. Looking him squarely in the eyes and whispering, God Bless, I handed him the money.
Absolute joy broke across his face, because here, $5000 colones is a lot of money.What I could easily stuff in a drawer thoughtlessly can make his life easier, if just today.Whenever I see a beggar I think of God and I want to share.
I didn’t always believe this as I used to think beggars to be losers really.If they wanted get off the streets they could was my thinking.I wasn’t going to support their bad habits and drinking to say the least.I then saw the movie Conversations With God and my entire belief was altered.I realized how easily any of us could fall into this place with a few poor choices or even no choices, just a health crisis.
I started looking at the homeless not as strangers but like me.Haven’t I been like them?Wouldn’t I go buy a bottle to comfort me if all was seemingly lost?Haven’t I struggled for years with enough too?
This is when I decided to give – to show the world, including myself, I am a person who gives to the homeless for no other reason than gratitude.I am grateful for these opportunities to share – out loud, without judgment.Frankly I am joyful because I know I am saying to the world, “I live in the hand of God, all my wants will be met. Here is my open hand – outstretched for you, let me help you…”
When the homeless man at the airport took the money from my hand, we looked deeply into each others eyes and before he could say anything, I said thank you.He smiled, nodded his head and thanked me too.It was I who felt blessed.
I felt like I had slipped into an old bible story with the stranger knocking at the door, begging for help, and I answered the door, warmly, knowing I have much to share easily and effortlessly…
These past months I feel a bit like I’m in the boat, sails up yet no rudder – the wind is sporadic.Sometimes I seem to be spinning in the same circles around and around.Other times – I feel dead in the water yet still other days, I find myself zooming off into directions unknown.Interestingly I know I am not alone.
I hear it over and over from my friends, from people I haven’t spoken to in months and from many of my clients – I just don’t know which way to turn, but something’s gotta give.I’ve questioned myself - is this how it has always been?Are we always on the edge in some way or is this something bigger?
I am relentlessly optimistic.I always, always, always believe there is a brighter day.The darkest part of the night only emboldens me to hold on tighter and wait for dawn, as I know it comes.Unfortunately it doesn’t always come in my timing however…Gratefully one of the gifts in being almost forty years old is I’ve known miracles.I have seen amazing things come to pass out of nowhere, hence I know dawn comes…eventually.
I have learned that sometimes wandering the desert or in a rudderless boat can carry you to places unexpected and magical.Somehow I had forgotten this – I had become one of the adults in The Little Prince…
A few weeks ago, I decided to enjoy the boat again, even if the rudder seems to be missing for awhile.I know my compass is true, the people I love are abroad and the adventure is now…
Recently I have been contacted by many previous clients that are “so close” to the change they seek – be it a new job, a move, a letting go, peace, whatever the transformation – so close…What to do when you are so close?
1.Remember you are so close.You have come very far, this “so close” anxiety is exactly what happens right before you reach your goal.When I entered month ten in pregnancy I was sure I was pregnant for life, but I would comfort myself with the knowledge I didn’t in fact know any woman that were pregnant for life…So close.
2.Ride the wave.Unfortunately one of the by-products of transformation is tension.There is this hinge point between what was and now what will be.Maybe you are experiencing delays or set-backs, miscommunications, bad luck , things breaking – stop, take a breath and sit down.You are on a wave, sit back and let it carry you.
3.Focus on the result you do want. Instead of getting hung up on the what-ifs and worst-case scenarios, focus on what you do want.Try meditating and see yourself working at that new job, or living in a new home, or truly living in peace…You are so close, closer then you know.
4.Laughter.When is the last time you had fun?Nothing helps “so close” become the past more then enjoying life right now.Watch a comedy, call a friend, whatever – just giggle, the more uncontrollable the better.
May you discover the delays were gifts and the transformation is richer for it…
Feeling stressed?Money’s tight?Not enough?Listen and learn as I discuss the “how-to’s” in manifesting abundance – be it a car, love or good health.Use these easy tips to identify and transcend your own blocks and begin living the life you have always longed for today…Happy manifesting!
Special manifesting tip: always leave room for more.“I manifest this car (whatever) or something better…”
Winter is a time for quiet transformation.This season offers each of us an opportunity to enter our own kind of cocoon to refresh, recharge and emerge in Springtime as a beautiful butterfly.
Meditation is a perfect tool to aide in your transformation by allowing you the space and words to make a real change in your life.Below is a quick list of the Meditations on sale and some benefits of using them…
Let Go- Unlock Subconscious Blocks * Create Movement * Free yourself of Self-defeating Patterns
I Forgive - Learn to Forgive Gently * Ease Anxiety & Stress* Give up “Perfect”
Beloved - Sooth & Heal Old Wounds* Learn to Love Self* True Love
I Am Here - Build Spiritual Connections* Develop Intuition* Deepen Faith
I Meet Success-Create Success* Manifest Abundance* Best Life
I Am Safe* Build Self-confidence* Feel Secure* Trust
Use these meditations to identify and most importantly “Let Go” self-defeating thoughts and patterns.Integrate new beliefs of “Success” and deep happiness easily and almost effortlessly with daily guided meditation.Come, begin your transformation today…Go to Sale.
Please join me as I guide you through a short meditation to remove obstacles on you path to your most abundant life.Each of us encounters difficulty in life, but only you hold the key to transcend these challenges.This meditation creates the space within to unlock your own truth…Come, discover your answers today.
This is a short guided meditation to manifest abundance in your life. Last week I focused on manifesting abundance through the imagery of a Chalice. This week we will manifest abundance with the now well-known idea of the Law of Attraction - “The Secret.” In this meditation discover manifesting is a full-sensory experience - not just your thoughts!
Spring is a great time to “smudge” your home or office.“Smudging” or “cleansing the space of all negative energies” can be done any time of the year.However, the Spring offers a certain kind of “forward energy” that can enhance any kind of intention or endeavor.
According to Eastern medicine, the energy of the Spring is “anger, a pushing through, sometimes even violent.”This energy is required for new life to burst up through the ground – pushing the earth away, thus clearing the space for new life to grow.Maybe you have noticed in your own life Spring is a time rebirth and renewal?Maybe even new opportunities appear regularly during this season for you?
Smudging your home or office at this time helps to create more opportunities in your life today as well as setting an intention for the months ahead.First, clean your home.If you really want to maximize the positive effects of smudging, go through your closets and drawers too – giving away anything you have not worn or used in the past year.
Some people like to sell their old clothes/stuff – fine and beneficial, however, I invite you to donate the items if you can afford too (it is a tax write-off too!) This act creates more positive energy for you because it activates a generous spirit and a feeling of plenty within.
What to smudge your home with?I like to use Holy Wood just because I like the scent best – “brings the woods indoors.”Some like Sage and others use rosewater, it really doesn’t matter.It is the intention that is most important, not the scent.Pick something that you have an immediate positive reaction to – that is the best indicator.
Stand at your front door and begin saying something like…”I clear this room of all negative energies - to go back into the light from which it was born…This room now attracts love, joy, wealth, abundance, good health…”As you speak these words, light your smudge stick and walk along the walls of the room.The idea is to remove all negative energy from the room first and then replace these empty spaces with new positive energy of love and happiness.
When I “clear” homes and offices, this is when I “see” images that are stuck or blocking positive energies.If this happens for you, just send these thoughts and images into the light to be cleared as well.You may even notice “solutions” to problem areas in your home as you smudge the rooms.
Don’t worry about your exact words you speak as much as the idea of clearing first each room and then setting the intention of what you want the room (your life) to attract.
Once you have smudged all areas of your home, you can also smudge the yard if you so feel compelled.Otherwise go back into your house.Play some great music.Have something yummy to drink & eat and dream…Dream about the life you desire to unfold in your home.See the love, hope, possibilities - all these for you, waiting for you to step into…And most of all – have fun.
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