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At this moment, we are in the thick of it – both good and bad. New obstacles and unresolved past issues have been arising. Problems with computers, phones, conversations and flashes of anger have been flaring up. We are half way through mercury retrograde. Yeah!
Although this retrograde period may be trying, there is still time to finally resolve some old issues. If you are struggling, look inside ~ are you making things harder than they need to be? Are you self-sabotaging? (Mercury retrograde again…) What old beliefs no longer serve your present life? What needs to be shifted in your thinking?
Here’s a hint to resolution – focus on what you DO want. Instead of thinking about the things your don’t like/want, focus on what you do want – love, joy, success, beauty, peace…Try making a vision board. This can help you discover any unconscious desires and integrate a new way of being into your present life.
Wednesday, the 13th is a great day energetically. Mercury, Jupiter and the Sun all meet in Aries! This means things can get bigger – quick. Job proposals, past contracts, declared feelings, reviews, old friends/lovers, a script, books, ventures…all expand today. Be careful – you just might get what you asked for!
Fair warning – Mars, the red, warrior planet is now home in Aries. This adds to the already heightened tensions, as a myriad of other planets are already hanging out in passionate Aries. Expect flashes of anger to explode – be it on the international stage or in your own private discussions. Although you can’t stop the larger conflicts, you can respond more gently to the challenges in your own life. Be aware of these tense energies and remember to pause before reacting. This is your life; you CAN choose your response.
These are exciting times to be sure, best to respond with plenty of laughter, compassion and flexibility!
On Wednesday, 3/30 Mercury went retrograde until 4/23. Yes, unison groans are welcome…and as usual, opportunities for healing past hurts present in the most unlikely of ways. Expect friends and lovers from days gone by to contact you. If an old friend/boss does contact you about a job – pay attention, this could be the job you’ve been waiting for!
Mercury governs communication and travel as well, so be aware of dropped phone calls, travel delays and computer crashes. If possible avoid signing contacts or making large purchases. If you do need to sign paperwork, read the fine print three times at least!
There is a New Moon on April 3. This is a very big energy day – the same kind of rigid tension as on 3/11 when the earthquake hit Japan last month. Hence, be aware of your environment. This not only speaks to your geographic location but your emotional life as well. As we discussed on Indie Spirit yesterday, earthquakes and tsunamis come in all different shapes and sizes…
Remember, with all these planets clustered in Aries – the issues and obstacles that come your way this month are all about you. It’s not about what your partner, boss or friends are doing, it’s just about you. Are YOU happy? It’s up to YOU to make the shift. Gratefully with this new moon you have the ability to set in motion significant inner healing and physical well being. You can finally find a diet/fitness programs that work for you. You can get to the bottom of health issues. You can heal old wounds.
Spring is here. Time to clear away the old, dead leaves that clog the corners of your life. Yes, a dark, cold storm can still come calling, but warmer days are on the rise…
Three big Planet shifts this week are going to shake up love and communication. On Sunday Venus moves into dreamy, romantic Pisces for about 3 ½ weeks. Look for invitations to new love, a solidifying in a current relationships or endings. Although this is a romantic time, issues of addictions, self-sabotage and clandestine affairs can arise as well. If you begin experiencing any negative aspects of love (jealousy, clingy, controlling…) – get into water! Go swimming, take a shower or best yet, hit the beach.
On Monday, Jupiter will oppose Saturn. Jupiter is in Aries, a sign all about me, while Saturn will be in Libra ~ all about the other person. So this energy speaks to balance in relationships. The give and take. You may bicker with a loved one. To resolve this issue you need to examine what is motivating your requests – are you being needy? Is this an ego issue?
And finally on Wednesday, Mercury goes retrograde in Aries. Remember this is an opportunity!!! When Mercury goes retrograde – expect delays, communication issues and the past to come back around. Since Mercury goes retrograde in Aries, the event is all about you. You could finally get a health issue diagnosed, discover a diet or fitness routine that works or even resolve emotional hurts. During this time, it is very helpful to look to the past for resolving the issues of today.
Also, good news, a new beginning suddenly appears – it comes by way of a past connection. Old friends, lovers and co-workers suddenly arrive on the scene opening the door to a new possibility. Listen.
Warnings: It is common belief not to sign contacts or solidify deals during Mercury retrograde because you will always have to go back and re-do it later. Two exceptions to this belief; 1, if you are finally finishing up an extended project or 2, you benefit from a re-do. Sometimes going back over the deal again at a later date is actually in your benefit. Just make decisions with eyes wide open. Let the delays work for you. E-mail me if you have any questions.
Earthquakes: Just a quick reminder – Uranus moved into Aries on the 11th, earthquakes, war and violence are on the rise for the next seven years. Out of chaos comes a new reality…Some ‘hot’ days to be aware of 3/28, 4/3 and 4/4. Be safe.
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“Now remember with Saturn going retrograde, karma is due. Old lovers are going to contact you. It’s resolution time baby!” I said on Indie Spirit last week…
As these words came tripping out of my mouth days ago, I was thinking, oh Kelly, heed the warning sister…Yesterday I was contacted by a long, lost lover. He found me on Facebook, of course. He is far, far away in another country ~ bored in the middle of the night.
This man was not someone I loved, nor was I someone he loved, but we shared a magical escape once a long time ago. He wanted to know if I still had my tattoo. He wanted to tell me he has never forgotten my tattoo or me…
We wrote of kids, marriage and laughed about our own adventures. We chatted up happy lives of here and now. It was somewhere in the middle of the chat, I felt myself detach – why was this happening? Ok, Saturn retrograde, yeah, yeah…but what do I need to hear and what could lead me astray?
And he wrote it again, “I just wanted you to know I will never forget you or the adventure…”
I responded with a laughing, “Never ever.” Just then I realized he was making sure I didn’t ever forget about him. He needed to be SEEN as that guy from that night. He needed to be tattooed into this memory. For it was tattooed onto him.
Now I could be lead astray here, wanting this experience to be more, but it’s not about me. Yes, it is a compliment to be contacted and remembered, but it really has nothing to do with me. It’s about him. Just as my reaction years ago was about me…
We were in Ireland celebrating my Mother’s 50th Birthday with my stepfather, Mom, nine-year-old sister and me. It was kind of ‘the best of times/worst of times trip.’ For an entire week my mother treated me like I was nine instead of 26. We could only stop at places in the travel guide Fodor’s. Needless to say by the last night in Ireland I was ready to cut loose. My family flew out that day and I was alone for a night…well, not for long.
It was a night to remember. Completely separate from me and my life in the states. When I got back to the states I told a friend about my adventure and he reflected back to me, “I think you just needed to prove to yourself you weren’t a child but a woman.”
He was right. I needed to prove to everyone I was not a little girl! I laughed immediately and that became my focus of that experience – being in the fullness of womanhood. Empowered, attractive, fiery, passionate, bold and laughter. Celtic Brigit energy surely.
Fast forward to now. This lover of my youth is now a middle-aged man. Something drives him to connect again to that brash, young man from long ago. He is compelled to be seen fully as that man from that night. He needed to know that guy is in there, somewhere. Only he knows the reasons why and I will not ask. My life is here.
For my Celtic Brigit energy has only grown wiser. The Goddess Brigit has three faces – the maiden, the matron and the crone. I have left the maiden on distant shores years ago. I am in the matron phase with a beloved husband, beautiful children and a graceful life. Yet amusingly, I have been gratefully reminded that I am still that lass of yesterday too – empowered, attractive, fiery, passionate, bold and laughing. Glad some things never change. Thank you Saturn Retrograde.
“I want a RE-DO!” Guess what? You can. Saturn goes Retrograde Weds – giving you a RE-DO somewhere in your love and/or career life. What does this mean for you? Join us on Indie Spirit as we explore the opportunity to RE-DO, laugh a lot, meditate and enjoy some fantastic Indie Music.
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